Thursday, December 17, 2009

Breathe

When everything is bad.
When there's nobody to trust.
When the pressure starts to build.
When your friends turn their back.
When you see no way out.
When you want to quit.
When nothings fair.
When you're losing.
When you want to run away.

just stop...
close your eyes...
and breathe.

The truth

The truth is that people are afraid of the truth. The truth is that speaking your mind is looked down upon. The truth is that there is only one ultimate truth and it belongs to you. Let me see who my truth offends.

The truth is I hate cops
The truth is im anti-government
The truth is I think public educational institutions are a form of programming
The truth is I love beautiful women, ALL beautiful women
The truth is I think there is a necessary violence even though I wish 4 peace
The truth is im an MC that wishes "rap" would die
The truth is you will never be better than me
The truth is I don't need your approval
The truth is that my energy plus my authority issues does not make me ADD
The truth is that I am the truth

True story

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Idk.

Realize through real eyes they rely on real lies.

Top 10 songs of all time (not in order)

1. Redemption Song- Bob Marley
2. Smooth Operator- Sade
3. Project Windows- Nas
4. Big Poppa/ Juicy- Notorious B.I.G
5. Str8 up Menace- MC Eiht
6. Feel me flow- Naughty by Nature
7. Computer Love- Roger and Zapp
8. Not just knee deep- George Clinton
9. Im kissing you- Des'ree
10. ATLiens- Outkast

"Mortal Hands" (original song lyrics)

I hear the chords again/ I explore the sands/ of the foreign lands/ where my spiritual war began/ im out here tryna box the devil wit my mortal hands/ and be the man that my lord demands/ mr. reporter man/ I hope you get a good look at what we doin/ I call it a revelation/ you call it a revolution/ I fall into meditation/ and follow with evolution/ empowered by education/ the hour of retribution/ is now/ and im executin'/ the cowards who kept abusin/ the message/ my elevation's allowing my resolution/ we're hollow from seperation/ I offer the medication/ 2morrow's a better day/ but it's hard 2 not get impatient...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The Reading

I recently gave myself a tarot reading after asking the universe "whats my life about?" and what the cards told me was extremely powerful. It read as such.

1st card- me- The temperance card (patience). This card when pulled in this position tells me that I must practice patience along my journey and to keep my faith until the end.

2nd card- what surrounds me- 8 0f wands (signals). This card in this position is just telling me to be aware of the signs around me. The universe will reveal all as long as im watching.

3rd card- what holds me back- 3 of pentacles (work). This card in this position is telling me that there is an imbalance in my work schedule. Either I work 2 hard on something that I dont enjoy or I dont work hard enough and it effects my outlook on myself.

4th card- my foundation- The Emperor (achievement). This card tells me that I have invested my energy into personal success inward and outward and that I am capable of creating and doing the the things I want.

5th card- whats behind me- King of pentacles (pragmatisism). This card is telling me that the ability 2 interact and blend with other people in my past will be important concerning new relationships in the near future. The ability to be political will not always be a bad thing.

6th card- what crowns me- The World (culmination). This card tells me to follow the divine guide and to let my vision evolve as my existence evolves. Grow with the world around me.

7th card- whats ahead of me- Ace of cups (Love). This card in this position is telling me that a new love or new feeling of love will enter my life in the near future wether it be in a new or existing relationship.

8th card- how I should present myself- High Priestess (intuition). The high priestess is telling me that I should be more receptive to intuitive information. It says i am considerate and should learn to follow intuition over logic at times.

9th card- how others view me- King of cups. This card in this position means that im viewed by those around me as an advisor or councelor. I listen and respond with helpful and creative advice. This card is also associated with healers and artists.

10th card- fears and hopes- 7 0f swords (opposition). This card tells me that I fear I may be my own worst enemy and that I fear I may be too stuck in my old ways to evolve or grow into something better. I must face myself and put my inner demons to rest.

and these 10 cards pulled and placed in the order they were leads me to this, the final card that represents what the other 10 will eventually come to mean to my existence...

11th card- my ultimate outcome- Ace of swords (triumph). This card tells me that I will succeed and accomplish the things that I want in life universally. I will not lose!!!

We read and gather what we want from faith and mysticism but all I know is that after this reading I was left with a strong feeling of hope for the future. I hope that wherever you search for it, you find your source of strength and hope to.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Through the looking Glass (lyrics)

Take a walk inside the looking glass/ abstract images floodin'/ n all of a sudden/ nuthins the same as it was becuase it wasn't/ change of direction/ time's tangled in sections/ nuthin makes sense and u feel the tension/ so strange the connection/ life in the parallel/ power of ur perception is compromised/ no longer know where the bottom lies/ or whats beyond the skies/ ur eyes r buring as u stare deep into the mist/ slowly realizing the world that u love doesn't exist/ overwhelmed by the feeling while facin these new sensations/ imagination replaces ur logic/ no compensation/ what's taken is equal to what was given/ and though it's different/ the outer limits of livin exist in a mental prison/ envision the end/ now picture the beginning/ vivid descriptions but still providing no comprehendin/ wish 4 the future but say a prayer 4 the past/ forward is backwards when ur inside of the looking glass